and the unexpected happened

As i’d mention before, we had our retreat last monday until the day after that. I was freaking out the other day ‘coz I really didn’t want to go but you know what, I’m glad I did. Even though the retreat wasn’t the go-for-the-banal-state, it was memorable. The first few sessions were boring and corny but the open forum aka heart-to-heart part was a real tear jerker! It feels good to hear from other people what they think about you and also to know that they appreciate you and thankful for the things you do to them.

The retreat was supposed to focus on goals, breaking barriers, setting bridges.. but at the end of the retreat, I wasn’t enlightened on things like that but instead I was/became thankful.. grateful for everything that happened to me, to my friends, classmates.. between everyone of us. If I was given a chance to change something or choose who my classmate would be.. I wouldn’t change a single thing and I wouldn’t add or unadd any one. I know it sounds corny but it’s true. I couldn’t ask for anything more.. those people, my classmates, whom I have been with for the past four years had touched, changed, transform me to who I am right now–the best version of my self.

In summary, the whole retreat was an experience. It was an experience not only will I remember for the next few years but an experience that will be stuck inside me for a lifetime. And thanks to my classmates and especially to these people..

..for making retreat more special and exciting for me.

NOooo!

May retreat kami tomorrow.. overnight. Ayaw ko! Hindi naman sa ayaw kong magretreat.. ayaw ko lang mag-overnight. Ang creepy kaya nung retreat house ng school namen at 1 ride lang siya mula sa house namen. So pwede akong umuwi tapos balik nalang ako ng maaga the next day,, ang kaso hindi ata pwede yung ganoon. Hindi ako mtatakutin. Hindi lang ako sanay na may kasamang matulog. Weird ba ako? Ah basta, weird na kung weird. Ayaw ko talaga. yiih. What will I do? OMG. Argh! Ayaw ko namang gumawa ng alibi. Come to think of it retreat nga iyon tapos magsisinungaling ako para lang maka-uwi. Pwede kayang mag-absent? hay.. cross-out na pala yun dahil baka hindi pa ako maka-graduate kung gagawin ko yon. waaah.. Ang natitira ko nalang na option ay wag nalang akong matulog pag andun na ako.

Things to Bring/Prepare

-Cellphone(Fully charged): load it up with games

-iPod: make a new playlist. magagamit ko kaya ito? last time I check pinagbabawal nila ito

-Clothes: isa pa ‘to. anong damit ba kailangan?

-Toiletries: toothpaste!! lagi kong nakakalimutang magdala

-Towels: isa pa pala.. ayaw ko yung CR sa retreat house.

-Food: hala! hindi ako nakapag-grocery.. lagot ako nito. ang aga pa naman din call time bukas

Testing..

finally.. na-access ko na din ang wifi dito sa school. 

I’m not on blog leave.. i’m just to lazy

I will update this blog more often.. I promise! I figured that when i’m at home doing my online stuffs.. i become too occupied that i can’t think of any thing to post. and so, i will try to post entries while i’m at school using my phone. i just hope that wlan from school doesn’t block i.ph.

team ewan! ftw.

all of a sudden biglang naging household word ang word na “TEAM”. well common word naman talga siya.. pero lately masyado ng ine-exaggerate yung talagang use niya. Bago ko sabihin yung huling tanong sa’ken about sa mga team-team na yan.. flashback muna. first time kung napansin na ginamit massively ang word na “team” ay sa twilight. team edward vs team jacob.. tapos sumunod ang team katrina vs team hayden tapos lately lang team jinky vs team krista. hay naku lahat nalang noh? kanina tinanong ako ng classmate ko kung “TEAM OO” ba daw ako or “TEAM HINDI” at isa lang ang naisagot ko sakanya..isang pasigaw na “Annoooo?!” bukod sa hindi ko alam kung ano ba yung tanong or issue na sinasabe niya ayaw ko din sumagot na hindi ko jinajustify yung sagot ko.

Question, bakit pag team ang pinag-uusapan laging tigda-dalawa lang? and kailangan ba talaga na dapat may stand ka sa mga tanong na ganoon?

hmm.. sabi nila dapat lagi kang meron piliin.. kasi kung wala kang stand sa mga bagay-bagay duwag ka, play-safe, etc.

yung saken naman(opinion ko lang po ito ha).. hindi kailangan all the time lagi kang may stand or may mas pinapanigan ka sa mga ganyan. what if yung choice mo wala naman doon sa mga yon or paano kung pareho kang may say sa dalawa. to sum up ang mga sinabe ko.. ito yung analogy na lagi kong ginagamit.. sa board exam nga kahit true or false lang ang kailangang sagot hindi lang naman a or b ang nasa choices.. laging may c(either) and d(neither).